The Mental Load of Adaptive Riding
In a judged discipline like the hunters, I have to be aware that my body moves differently, and that not every judge will understand what they’re seeing. Truthfully, sometimes I get stuck in the dual consciousness of riding for myself, while also knowing that I’m representing something larger. I go into the ring knowing that my ride might be someone’s first impression of what disabilities look like in this sport—and I want it to be defined by precision and harmony, not pity or novelty. And yet, I also ride knowing that the level of riding I am pursuing today would be unfathomable to 4-year-old Lauren.